Happy Holidays ? Yea ?
I always feel happy and excited during every single holiday
But this times seem not like this
This is the most longest holidays in a year
As a student
I am felt very excited too
But as long as the holidays goes
I am feel very worry now
Next year I will become a Form 5 student
How is my life will going ?
I sleep alone this few month at room
Because two of my brothers also not at here
Actually I very miss them now
And I feel somethings are lost
What should I do ?
Both brothers also busy about their life
But how is about me ?
I wake up at afternoon everyday
Watching facebook over night
Playing the phone over and over again
Time flies fast, but I do nothing
These made me feel bad
The heart wants what it wants
I want many things but I have no the heart to do to struggle
I wan become a good girl who proud of my parents
My exam results are extremely bad and suck
I must have at least one failed at each examination
Because I spend all of my time on Internet
Too waste I know
But how can I change this bad attitude ?
My life is only like this ?
What can I do ?
What can I be ?
How to make it ?
I feel really wonder
How to make my life.
